Chapter 107 : Trying To Reach You

Layla felt like dying , literally


-Ok Victor-Layla turned around her face
-Yeah im going out... I dont know when i will come back....- he said


Victor left and Layla started to cry like a baby , she was really sad , she couldn’t even breath

-This is not fair- Layla said to herself

Victor left and didn’t paid attention that something was different between Lucy and Neil

-Lucy , I might be insane but……honestly I want to be with you only with you so – Neil got down on his knees once again – I asked once and you thought I was joking but I cant see myself without you sooo , will you be my wife??
-Oh my God Neil!!- Lucy said




Lucy got shocked , she didn’t expect that Neil would do such a thing….


Meanwhile



Victor got his car and went out , without a destiny , he was too mad with Layla ,he knew that he was mean and rude towards her but he actually had a point of view , he didn’t want Neil and Lucy to stay there , he was sick ….but Layla didn’t thought about him , but about the babies

Sometimes when we want something , we fight , we never give up , but if we never give up then people can call us selfishes , because we aren’t giving up

To Victor , have his space was really important , but for Layla no , she couldn’t think as Victor…..she couldn’t let Lucy and Neil break up , because its like they were Layla and Victor in the Mirror….


Layla was laid down on the bed , crying , with a awful mood , she was soo down that nothing or anyone could help her to feel better….
She was thinking about Victor words and how much they hurted



‘He could of told me in a nicer way , he could of being cooler like why act like this? I help someone and in the end of the day  , i'm the one who feel like trash??’

Layla was desperate , she wanted Victor in her arms , to make her feel warm , to make her feel unique as he always made her feel
So , she didn’t hesited , she got the phone and called him

-Victor? Come back home please- she said
-Layla I’m busy- he said
-Where are you?
-Friends…see you later , bye- he hang up the phone

‘God , how come he says he is busy with friends? Before when we had fun , banged , he was never busy’
she thought


Layla got her phone and entered on Facebook , to stalk Victor but also to see on the new feeds , gossips about her friends

Layla saw that on the chat list , Victor was online and he just liked a picture , of a girl
Layla got mad

‘Oh seriously? You are online on facebook but tell me that you are busy with friends?? LIAR’ Layla thought.



Victor didn’t want to be near Layla , its like everything changed. That was the first time that Victor walked away from Layla….and now she was suffering.
She couldn’t come back home or else her parents would think that something was wrong and she needed someone to open was when she remember of someone that she promised that she would speak that night…

Layla get her phone and rings a number , hoping that person wouldn’t pick up….


-Hello?
-Oh Hey , Its Layla – Layla said
-Layla? Hey  how are you?- Adrian asked
-Well I don’t know
-Why?? What happened? You sound sad
-I don’t know how I feel to be honest…I’m sorry for calling you are you busy?
-I just took a shower and I’m waiting for dinner so I guess we can talk
-Good because I’m feeling like a shit and I needed someone to open- Layla started to cry and that broke Adrian’s heart
-Layla I’m here for you , you can open- He sat on his chair in his bedroom
-Thanks , it’s a long story and I want to tell you so are you sure I’m not bothering??
-You never bother me- he said
-Aw thanks , well…so here is the thing….


Layla started to tell Adrian about everything , Neil , Lucy , Night club , Felix , Victor….she talked over 20 mins without a break , Adrian just listened

Layla felt so good speaking about her problems , fears , hopes , dreams …for Layla , it was like she knew Adrian so much longer than only a couple of months

-Like I think it was very uncool what Neil did but I was thinking and if was me? And if I was Lucy you know…and like are you here? Hahaha- Layla asked after a long time speaking
-Yeah I’m – he said
-I heard you breathing but then you stopped then I thought damn he slept haha
-Nah , I heard every word that you said Layla- he said and Layla smiled…
-Great…damn , battery of my phone will die haha , can we continue our convo on facebook? I got a computer here
-Sure  , I will go there- he said
-Same see ya

They both hang up the phone and it was like something changed…..

Adrian turned on his computer , he looked at the time and it was 11:39pm  he was soo tired , he wanted to sleep but he thought that he would be rude if he said that to Layla
So he came to Facebook , she was already there

Layla says : heeey
Adrian says :hii : )
Layla says : Finally
You took ages
Adrian says : Lol did i? I thought it was fast
Layla says : Nah xD
Adrian says :Ok then xP
Layla says : So I feel like I talked soo much
And I hate to speak on the phone…. I don’t know why with you I did talked
You lucky ;)
Adrian says : well I guess I’m but now my ear hurts
Layla says :  : O
Seriously???
Adrian says :Nope LOOL
Sorry
Stupid joke
Layla says : Stupid
I laughed
Adrian says : Did you??
Layla says : Lmaaaoooooo I did
Adrian says :You are the stupid one then ;)
Layla says : Nah its you ;)
Adrian says :Stupid Layla
Layla says : Stupid Adrian
Adrian says :Neva
Layla says : Gay Adrian
Adrian says :Me gay??
Layla says : Yehhh
You date Nathan
Lmaooo
Adrian says :I don’t -.-
Layla says : LMFAOOOOOO
Adrian says :Shhh
You feel better now?
Layla says : No
lol
Adrian says :Layla , you talked a lot
Can I say something now?
Layla says : sure
Adrian says :Ok
Look everybody said that Victor wasn’t the right guy for you
Including me
But honestly , I hope you guys be happy
Because like this is love , love is when we learn to love others even knowing their flaws and all
He might don’t be the most amazing guy but he likes you and I guess that’s enough
Layla says : So your point is if someone likes me then they deserve my love?
Adrian says :basically
Layla says : then you deserve my love too?
Adrian says :me?
Layla says : You like me right?

In this moment , Adrian heart started to beat different , it was like he was having a heart attack and he couldn’t understand why , because he told to himself that he didn’t like Layla no more…he was sure about it but why he was feeling in that way?

Adrian says :I don’t like you
Layla says : Ohh
William told me that you did.. sorry
Adrian says :Well
Layla says : well??
Adrian says :I did liked you Layla

Adrian finally admitted his crush on Layla…

Layla says : Did you?
Adrian says : Loads
I never liked anyone….just you

Layla read the Same sentence over 10 times , she couldn’t believe that he actually had feelings for her

Layla says : so you liked me wow im shocked
Adrian says :It was kinda obvious
To me , you were the best girl ever
The most pretty , the most hot girl of school
The most funny girl….

Adrian never said anything , but he became all emotional

Layla says : Omg
Big crush?
How come I never figured out?
Adrian says :Was big crush
And I don’t know…maybe you didn’t want to see?
Layla says : So you would be with me?
Adrian says :yes I would
Layla says : Awwww

Layla smiled soo big that her cheeks started to hurt and she didn’t understand why she felt that way , her heart was full of joy

Adrian says :but thank God  now I moved on
Layla says : You like someone else?
Adrian says :I do….i forced myself to like someone else so I could forget you
Layla says : Oh ok…

The conversation got awkward
Adrian started to feel an relief for telling Layla all that , he finally was honest about his feelings


Adrian says :im sorry for liking you
Layla says : don’t say sorry :D
Adrian says : Ok : )
Layla says : Well so who is this lucky girl who you like?
Adrian says :this girl is awesome
Like just Nathan knows about her so
Layla says : Tell me about her
Is she blonde? ;)
Adrian says :Yeah
Layla says : Awww you like blondes don’t you
Adrian says :Love it haha
They are pretty amazing
Layla says : You just care about the hair colour then
Adrian says :Nah
I care about everything
The look , the personality , but the most important thing is the heart
Layla says : that’s why you liked me?
Adrian says :yeah…
Layla says : how come though? Many people at school hate me
And say mean things about me
And call me easy because I banged Victor
Adrian says :Hmmm
Its like I could see you more , more than your attitudes , more than your look
Its like I adored your soul , your spirit
Haha sorry , I’m speaking shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit
Layla says : You aren’t xD
Say more ;)
Adrian says : Lol what you want me to say?
Layla says : anything
Adrian says :You are so beautiful , that any guy that have the pleasure to be with you , is one of the luckiest guy ever
I wanted this soo badly and I know I cant ever realise this dream
I wanted you in my arms , I wanted you to be mine
Layla says : Omg
Adrian says :What?
Layla says : Its 3:30am
Adrian says : :oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Serious????????????
Layla says : YES looooooooooooool
We been speaking for like 4 hours
Omggg…..so weird , I need to sleep
Adrian says :Oh ok , me too LOL
We got school tomorrow  shit!!
Layla says : I know LOOOOOL
Adrian says :yeah xD
Layla says : I closed my eyes for a moment and  I was like what the hell isn’t 9:30pm?? Like i dont know time went soo fast
And Victor never came back home yet damn
Adrian says :Oh…sorry
Layla says : Its ok
Better we sleep
Thanks for everything
Adrian says :You welcome
Layla says : And I’m sorry for being so uncool before
I treated you like shit the last of couple of days
Im sorry
Adrian says :don’t worry
Its all forgotten
Layla says : Great
Good night  Gay Adrian
Adrian says :Night Gay Layla
Layla says : Byee
Adrian says :Bye

Adrian turned off his computer and went to bed , he was confused

‘ Why when I decide to move on , she come back to my life? i cant believe i told her that i liked her....’

Layla also went to bed and laid down…




‘I cant believe we talked for so long , its sooo good to speak with him and easy , to be honest I’m kinda glad that Victor is not here , at least I had some time for myself…I think if I could I would still be talking to Adrian, he is soo funny….and cute……ahhh , I wish Victor could be like him , I would be sooo happy….damn look at the time , I don’t even know what happened with Lucy and Neil….oh well I will sleep because tomorrow I got school bleeeh’